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[personal profile] goldstar1 2026-04-03 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
There's something odd about that phone. It's a burner, or he'd thought it at first glance. Nothing special.

Yet she didn't unlock it. Hasn't asked for the code. And yet it lit right up.

So, that's happening.

Damien watches the moment play out, only half-listening. There's a he. Someone this woman cares about. There's a player involved, Ernst Thornhill, who's powerful enough to divert the FBI. There's a question of why.

He steps away, retreating to the kitchen. He returns with a water bottle and a granola bar and steps them next to her. He probably should eat something himself but the thought leaves him vaguely sick.
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[personal profile] goldstar1 2026-04-03 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
He stays standing. There and not-there in his mind. The room is the world and the world is a monster; he doesn't want to touch it. Doesn't want to remember all the awful things it can do to a body because he's stuck in one of those when he bothers remembering it. That's the worst part, Damien thinks. Not what a body can be but how much it can suffer. There's always more than you think, even at your lowest.

The woman doesn't die. He watches her bandages and they stay clean at the edges. He wonders if that matters.

The food disappears. Damien eyes the wrappers. The crumbs. Then his gaze drifts away. He needs to eat something before he passes out but the idea makes his chest ache with an ugly, hot pain. He was shot not so long ago, or thought he was.

Then again, what he thinks isn't always right. Hasn't he been told that his whole life?

"Damien," he says after a while, without much affect. He's not very good at faking that sort of thing. Jade or Dana always took point on the missions that required talking.
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[personal profile] goldstar1 2026-04-08 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
The trash bothers him. Damien eyes it and then lets his gaze drift. It’s hard to focus right now. He supposes wrappers don’t really matter, in the end. Not much does right now.

“No,” he replies in that same empty tone. The money wasn’t the point. He acted because the only other choice was to lie down and die and if you aren’t going to do that, there’s no point in staying motionless. That’s where the enemy traps you.

He watches the woman and doesn’t ask her name. That might not matter, either.

He wonders if Jade is still alive. If any of the others are. What he’d do if he knew the answer.